TEASER Chapter 33: Double Foul

“Everything you do is my business, Isabella,” he said as his hands clenched into fists at his side.

“Not since I walked out on you,” I said as I stepped down onto the floor.  I started walking toward him and his eyes grew wide but he quickly recovered.  “Just like I’m going to walk out now,” I said reaching for the lock.  My hand never even made it as I was pushed up against the door with my hands pinned above my head.  A shiver shot down my spine as I looked into his eyes.  They were now nearly black filled with lust and fire.  I had to hold back a whimper.

“Isabella.” It was more of a plea and I knew he just needed one final shove.

“Let me go, Edward.  I have Felix for the rest of the afternoon.”  I wiggled beneath him and I heard the groan start in his chest and become a predatory roar as it crossed his lips.  He crashed his lips to mine and devoured my mouth like a hungry man.  I slowly gave in as my sexual depravity took over and I opened my mouth to him.  Edwards shot inside forcefully and  our tongues dueled for control until I was gasping for air.  He only let me breathe for a second before crashing his mouth back to mine.  His groin pushed into me and I could feel how hard his cock was through his jeans.  I whimpered and he pulled away nipping and licking my jaw to my neck.  He sucked on the spot right below my ear.

“You’re going to be the death of me Isabella,” he said before he bit my ear lobe making me shiver.  He returned to devour my mouth and I felt him release my hands.  He brought one hand to my neck, cupping it gently, and the other to the front of the towel.  I felt his fingers skim across the top of the towel and then it suddenly dropped from my body.  I looked up to Edward just as he realized what I was wearing underneath.  His brows nit together as the two piece yellow strapless bikini registered in his brain.  He trailed a finger from my shoulder down between my breasts and across the tops of each mound making my nipples perk to attention.  He trailed his finger down between my breasts, across my stomach, and down to my Belly button without taking his eyes off me.  He placed his hands on my hips and leaned forward until he was next to my ear.

“If I didn't have any control right now you’d be bent over my knee.  I’d make your ass so red you couldn’t sit down for a week,” he said and licked his way from my jaw to my mouth where he placed a single open mouth kiss.

“Seeing another man’s hands on you Isabella, makes me very angry.  My patients are far beyond gone.  I know the game you are playing and we’ll talk about it later.” He punctuated by grinding his hips into my now seeping center.  I made a sound between a whorish moan and a whimper.

“For now, I’m going to give you what you want and fuck you hard.  Reminding you who you belong too…” he said as he licked his way back up my neck and started sucking the spot below my ear.  I was a puddle of goo and I wasn’t sure how much more I could stand when I felt Edward’s breath on my ear once again.

“And why yes, everything you do is my fucking business, Isabella.” He moved my hands down from the door and around so they were now pinned behind my back.  He took a step back and pulled me so I was walking forward toward him.  We took a few steps before he turned and I was now the one walking backwards.  I felt the bed hit the back of my knees and he released my arms, but moved his hands to my hips and held me tightly.  He just stared into my eyes for what seemed like forever, but was probably only a few seconds.  I watched his eyes lighten just the slightest, but not enough that the dominant was gone.

TEASER CHAPTER 32: PERSONAL FOUL

“Bella I-” He started but I cut him off.

“No! Don’t interrupt me.” I said wiping my face with the back of my free hand. “I’ve been through hell, kidnapped, tortured, most likely raped, been through therapy and had to learn to walk again.  I have scars that won’t heal.” I said making him flinch, but I kept on going because it felt good to get my feelings out.
“You yelled at me because I was shutting you out.  I stopped, but it did no good because now you’re shutting me out!” I yelled. He opened and closed his mouth like he wanted to say something but I just kept right on going.

“I need my boyfriend Edward.  You take care of me, protect me, and feed me out of what…guilt?  You haven’t touched me since New Year’s, not once and I can’t do this anymore.  I love you and probably always will, but I need someone who will hold me.  I need someone who isn’t disgusted by what happened and I thought that was you.  I was wrong and I know that now.  I sat here in nearly nothing and it did nothing. Nothing.  I’ve lost so much in the past year and now I’ve lost the one thing I thought we had.  Take care of yourself Edward.” I walked out of the room looking back one last time to the place I would never return.

I was loaded into Emmett’s jeep and headed down the driveway five minutes later.  I didn’t say a word on the entire drive and Emmett didn’t push.  I thanked him as I got out of the jeep and shut the door.  I walked right into Charlie’s house sitting the suitcase down with a thud by the door.  Charlie looked up from the couch as I passed but didn’t say a word.  I made my way to the guest room and fell onto the bed in tears as the pain ripped through me.  Knowing this would now be my permanent home.

Bella's New Year Dress Chapter 30

This is Bella's dress she wore for the New Year party.

Chapter 30 Update

Happy New Year everyone.  I am working diligently, in between visits with family, and typing my heart out.  The next chapter has 8 pages ready.  I usually do 9-12 pages so we're on our way to being done.  I will keep you informed.

1st and 10 Chapter 29 Update/Teaser

*waves like crazy*  Hello everyone...all 5 of you.  Chapter 29 has been pre-read by Mrs. Sarah.  She has added her suggestions and now it's all up to my beautiful beta Mandee.  As soon as I get it back i will post it for you.  Here is a teaser.

“Bella…be reasonable. It’s not fucking safe and you know it.” He said with a hint of sadness in his voice as he pulled on his untamed hair again. 

I was sick of the “be reasonable” I kept hearing from everyone.  Reasonable was me not losing my fucking mind after everything I had learned over the past few days.  Dr. Cullen wasn’t anything like Dr. Riley which was good and bad.  Dr. Cullen was strait forward and explained everything I had been through physically while I was…away.  I was extremely dehydrated and malnourished when I arrived, but the IV was coming out in thirty minutes.  I had died twice on the damn operating table and was revived, but not without issues to my system.  I was healing as expected physically, but mentally they were concerned.  Dr. Cullen was having a shrink come by and talk to me after the Christmas holiday and assess my needs on a physiological level.  That was the only good news…well good as I was going to get for the time being.

The mutilation to my ankles, were the hooks had been imbedded in my skin, needed surgery.  There was significant damage to the tendons, muscles and bone, which had to be repaired. Over the next year I would have to have multiple reconstructive surgeries on both legs as well as a skin graph on my stomach.  I was going to be in a wheel chair for god only knew how long and would have to rely on someone for most of my basic necessities until I learned how to maneuver in and out of the wheelchair.   I was going to have to learn to walk again and I may even have to use braces for the rest of my life even after all that. 

I had a mental cluster fuck going on in my brain because I hadn’t been raped at all like I thought.  There was speculation about them raping girls in the same room as I was in, to make me think it was happening to me, so they could manipulate me easier.  I was trying to figure out what was reality and what was from the drugs they had me doped up on in captivity. 

I hid the cringes when people touched me, which was not as successful as I hoped, and I could see pain on Edwards face every time I flinched.  I worried I would not be able to be held in his arms ever again. What if I couldn’t stand to be touched in any form?  I was scared shitless about the future and what it meant for me and the man I loved.  I was worried he wouldn’t want me anymore.  I tried to keep my body covered when he was near me just so he wouldn’t be appalled by me.  I think for everything I had gone through and was still going through I was being damn reasonable.  I just didn’t want to spend one more minute in this damn room when it wasn’t going to change a thing about my situation.

“It’s just as safe as me being in this damn hospital room.” I retort hostility seeping through my voice.

“Charlie and Sam-“

“Charlie will be with you and Sam is here with me.  I’m not arguing about this any damn more Edward!”

“Isabella!”

“DO NOT Isabella me…you are not going to throw out that dominant shit when you don’t get your way…you tried controlling my life once before and that didn’t go well.” I spat.  Edwards head snaps up toward mine and the hurt on his face makes me realize what I just implied. I gasp and cover my mouth with my hands.

Edward stormed out of the room without a second glance and I felt a tear slips down my face.

“I didn’t mean it like that.” I whispered into the room as I buried my head in my hands and cried.  

Teaser Chapter 25: Hail Mary.

The beeping started going faster and I didn't care. I didn't care because I was in a hospital I was safe.

I had been found.

"Bella..." I heard Charlie gasp as he skidded into the room. It was the best thing I had ever heard.

"Dad?" I choked out through a sob.

I felt his hand take mine,"Yeah Bells it's me...you're safe."

ROB's Breakup

I wish there was some way to help our SEXY, WONDERFUL MAN during his time of sorrow.  If you have read my first story Rupture you know I went through something similar.  I caught my husband cheating, with one of his fifteen different women, when my baby was only three months old.  I had friends who hugged me daily and kept me sane.  They threatened to beat me within an inch of my life if I took him back. (Which was smart because once a cheater always a cheater.) They made me laugh, got me totally plastering drunk and was my rock.  I wouldn't have survived without them.I know how hard it was for me and I didn't live in the spotlight.  I feel bad for Rob in the fact he has to grieve in the public eye.  My friends and I were talking about how he needs to dissapear for awhile after the Cosmopolis premier.  We live in the middle of nowhere (Nephi, Utah)  and thats where Rob really needs to go. (the middle of Nowhere not Nephi even though we wouldn't mind lol)  We had talked about how if he was in our small town, no one would really pay attention to him, only the girl(s) that where hanging around him.  lol.  Small town gossip would focus on "Oh my god did you see that ...... had another man"  So my advice to Rob is to get away lol Find a small town in the middle of Nowhere and grieve.  All my support is with him in this time.  Good Luck Sexy Man things will work out and get better I promise :)